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Health
Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Not really sure why I'm posting something like this for the whole world but oh well, this is my diary and I do what I want. Anyways, not sure who I'm directing this to but from the second week of last holidays my skin went crazy. It blew up and I was shedding skin like crazy but the skin was like powder. I had no appetite and I was constantly dizzy and felt like I was going to vomit. It felt like shit to even walk and I looked horrible. I had dry skin stuck to certain areas of my face making it look like growths and other areas were just flesh and my face was extremely swollen and my i could barely see properly because my eyes were so swollen and my bags cracked because they were so dry. I ended up going to the hospital since it was so bad. Anyways, after about 2 weeks it got to a humanly ok state after being bed ridden ( I literally didn't get out of bed for 5 days ) and school started and all was good. It was fine with the occasional few flare ups on my face and neck and that was it. And then over the last month or so, something weird happened. Every single weekend, without fail it has flared up extremely bad. My eyelids turn batshit crazy, my face becomes a tomato, it stings, my arms peel and I started developing patches of really tough, reptile like skin on my arm but they were ok. Last Monday, the same happened and my mother took me to a completely new GP after the last 5 or so have been completely useless and she put me on a diet of only rice,ginger, leafy greens and my medicine. Oh and only hot water. Basically we worked out that my stomach has been extremely overworked and basically extremely 'injured' and therefore doing twice or triple the work when it was half as healthy. As well as that, various 'poisons' had gone into my bloodstream and spread and thats why my skin was reacting the way it was. I also went to another doctor that day and she gave me steroid tablets ( basically a extremely intense version of the creams that thinned out my skin ) and so I set off trying to fix my skin. And the joys I had. The first few days were amazing and great and my skin cleared up in a matter of like 2/3 days until I realised it was my tablets. I had completely forgot what they were and my skin basically had 'relapsed' into steroid addiction mode. And then I stopped ( I only needed the tablets for 3 days ) and all hell broke loose. That was Friday and I've literally been in bed ever since. I've watched a little bit of TV and gone to the bathroom and kitchen but 95% of my time has been stuck in bed. I went back to the doctors on Saturday and I found out in addition to the dead body I already have, I have a cold/flu which is making my body even more dead and weak and basically got my eczema worse. So yeah. Gonna spilt this post into 2 because this is too long and from Saturday onwards has been absolute hell.