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I’m Connie, 15 and living in Sydney, Australia. I actually have no idea what I’m doing here but I really like cats and clothes.

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Friday, November 29, 2013

Monday

  • everyone had hsc assessments lol
  • saw Jess/Jess and Kye after school
  • got all my maltesers stolen
  • quote of the week ' instead of scratching your skin, you should tickle it ' - Kye
Tuesday

  • went hospital
  • twas ok
  • got 3 tubes of blood pumped out of me lol
  • missed maths test yay
  • class party
  • didnt have teacher for like 2 hours
  • twas good
  • watched sound of music ^_^
  • too much food
  • got another mug ^_^
Wednesday
  • hate isabella
  • biggest trek for her present
  • bought it
  • left
  • had to go back BC SHE ALR HAS IT FUK U IZ XOXOX
  • lol
Thursday
  • no sport yay
  • dont remember what happened
  • oh wait maths test lol
  • ha ha ha 
Friday
  • watched spectacular now
  • was shit lol
  • ate subway
  • and froyo
  • and so much junk lol
  • also broad beans which fucked up my face for tmrs party u go connie
on another note, i started the heirs lol first ever kdrama



Missguided Wishlist
Saturday, November 23, 2013


  1. nimesa
  2. alyssa
  3. lena
  4. mayu
  5. blanka but like 100 times oversized ^_^
  6. maaria in both colours bc ok connie
  7. fiala
  8. meryl
  9. dayla
  10. porcelain
  11. vitricia
  12. rashida
//help 
//addiction
i was only on the site for like 20 mins and didnt even go through half of the sections i wanted too woops

Just because you're privileged as fuck ( which I don't think you realise ) and arrogant as fuck doesn't mean you get to break the rules. Doesn't mean that you have the right to have no manners and not follow COMMON SENSE ok. uGH I could on and on about this but I'm actually so annoyed lol.


Blessed.
Friday, November 22, 2013

I know this word is usually used in a relgious manner which I hate bc I'm not religious at all but I've actually realised how blessed I am. I have a home, a bedroom, shittonnes of useless crap, friends (lol) and like I wrote a wishlist in August on this blog and they included my MK wallet ( which I got ) and a MacBook Pro which I also got.


ME : November 2013
Thursday, November 21, 2013

I used to do this a lot on my old blog, twenty five facts about me every few months so restarting this again bc boredom

  1. I ate a whole pack of Oreos today
  2. And a Tendercrisp burger which is 800 calories holy shit
  3. I'm currently obsessed with makeup again
  4. Work experience was probably one of the most interesting weeks of my life. I've learnt that I actually love makeup so much and it was amazing being in an area where everyone had the same interests. I learnt so much in that week and I want to go back
  5. I bought my first ever designer wallet this month
  6. I haven't properly studied in the last month
  7. Because of Brendan and Steve N, I've started using Ozbargain religiously
  8. I am using a Mac right now
  9. Haven't been sleeping well this month at all
  10. After Google Chrome, my most used program is Skype
  11. I measured myself this month. I am 153
  12. I am reading An Abundance of Katherines at the moment
  13. In a texting phase rn, texting about 20+ people a day #woops
  14. I am currently drinking about 1.5-2 litres of water a day ( I drank 2.5 today lol )
  15. I've been in a Skype call every single day for the last few months
  16. I only really call one person on the phone 
  17. The last month, I've been extremely irritated with my friends
  18. I went back to my doctor at the beginning of the month and I've literally cried every day since
  19. This month, I've written 11 blog posts which I've either deleted or in my drafts box just because certain people have found my blog recently
  20. I've worn a certain pair of earrings and necklace since the day after formal and I plan to not stop wearing them for a while
  21. I've spent a lot of time this month researching slut shaming, rape culture, privilege and and feminist ideals. Along with weed lol
  22. I've now decided I love strapless bras that work and fit. AKA La Senza
  23. I've realised how much I hate arrogance this month omfg
  24. Also realised how on the phone, I always say love you at the end of the call
  25. I feel like I'm trapped into this repetitive mode in my life right now and nothing is happening and I'm just a robot


been feeling shitty

for the last few weeks / months and srsly 95% of my problems relate back to eczema ugh


this bitch has her thoughts on slut shaming right



will blog about rape culture/ slut shaming etc one day but ily lily allen



Health Pt2
Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Once again, not sure whats wrong with me but for the last few nights I've only slept an hour at max and I've been legit zombie dead for the last few days and I've been drinking about 3 litres of water a day and i'm still thirsty and ugh idk and this is getting added to the list of 

  • high blood pressure
  • eczema
  • shitty shitty shitty circulation lol
  • allergies
  • anaphylaxis
  • shitty liver
lololol #visionofperfhealth2k13


Pricelining

Went to Priceline today for their 40% sale and this is what I got :
  • essence lipstick in natural beauty
  • essence match 2 conceal
  • maybelline eyeshadow in 433
  • essence eyeshadow quattro in 05
  • maybelline master brow 
  • essence stay natural concealer
  • essence sharpener
  • australis liner brush
  • essence stay all day concealer

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Style
Monday, November 18, 2013

I don't know what my style is but this is what I like
  • boyfriend jeans
  • running short kinda things
  • mesh panelled things unf
  • ANYTHING LEATHER
  • swing dresses : cami and normal
  • cami swing singlets 
  • heels / ankle boots
  • asymmetrical skirts
  • printed loose pants
  • chain kinda pattern thing
  • maxis
  • printed bombers
  • black and white



Work Experience Day #4

Last day of work experience was pretty good. There was theory in the morning and we did lessons on retail and I kinda chilled around on the Mac until lunch. Lunch ended up being like 80 mins which was good and I saw Janette! Which literally made my day. Like I've legit missed everyone during the last week even though I've had one of the best weeks of my life. The Cert 2 girls found out I was 15 and they were all really weirded out LOL and then we did GHD curling which was pretty cool and spontaneously met up with Ying and we got some Meet Fresh and Potato on a stick WHICH HE THOUGHT WAS GONNA BE TERRIBLE OMFG but yeah lol that was last day of W.E
Sunday, November 17, 2013

not sure why you're apologising bc its my problem lol

sorry


Work Experience Day #3
Thursday, November 14, 2013

Didn't have WE on Wednesday so ended up shopping and bought some beautiful things but turned up today and met a new class of 3 chicks and learnt about colour and seasons in makeup which was pretty interesting BUT THERE WAS SO MUCH CONTENT HOLY FRACKING SHIT but yeah we did face charts and I'm actually so excited to start using what I've learnt in the next few weeks/ months and we learnt about skin undertones and yeah. Had Nandos for lunch and got my makeup done.
PHOTOS >>

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Work Experience Day #2

There was a photoshoot so then like 15+ makeup artists were there and a few photographers and models and models' parents and the place I'm at was tiny so it was so fracking cramped but it was pretty cool!A few of the models were my age which was cool so bonded over that but the first few hours were really chill and I just chilled on my phone/ helped around w/ hair and then suddenly at like 11:30 we found out that one of the models had to be at Moore Park at like 12 for a runway show so we legit all just started helping her and then when she went to shoot, another girl came back and she had her hair fully teased and like 4 layers of foundation on so we went cray trying to remove dat shit but yeah straightened and brushed out her hair and the first girl came back and then for next few hours I just talked to models and this one makeup girl who was really nice :-) There was so much rush that the principal and I forgot about lunch so I kinda just left, bought some of Janette's present and kinda just bummed around and got to leave an hour early. Met up with Ying after and he shouted me Chatime BUT HE FUCKING SHOT PEARLS AT ME CAN U NOT and we got Chris' present which is amazing and fucking fabulous and omfg I'll post a photo after we give it to him but yeah we went to Galleries, met up w/ B and just talked


Thoughts
Monday, November 11, 2013


  • i think you think i like him
  • i dont soz
  • ugh
  • stop trying too hard
  • they stopped for a reason
  • just deal with it
  • dont go running back to them
  • excited for tomorrow because photoshoot
  • o and seeing my peasant bc were gonna go shopping
  • i hate everyone
  • especially you
  • lol
  • ok what
  • i want my makeup done again
  • i miss you


Work Experience Day #1

So had my first day of work experience and seriously didn't know how to dress or how to do my makeup for it and what was appropriate so I ended up wearing only eyeliner and doing my brows a tiny little bit and I'm pretty glad because everyone was about how I was except no-one had makeup on in the beginning. Class started at 9:30 but like people came in at 12 and stuff which was pretty weird but the lesson was on makeup continuity and so I watched and texted until around 12:15 when I had lunch and just shopped around in World Square. Had to model after and holy shit I look scary but it was cool and I got my hair done up in a bob and like headpieces and shit and it was c00lbeans. Didn't do much but like the radio was good bc they had Nova on and I was on my phone 99.95% of the time 

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excited
Sunday, November 10, 2013



I'm actually pretty hyped up for the rest of the month because :
11-15th : Work Experience @ TMT
15th/22nd/23rd : Firefly Viewing
16th : Chris' 16th
20th - 21st : Senior Conference 
24th : J's 16th
29th : The Spectacular Now


FORMAL Part 1 ( Pre Formal )
Saturday, November 9, 2013


I ended up leaving school at 11:53 along with probably the majority of the grade and headed over to Katherine's place w/ Bonnie. We picked up food along the way and finally went to her new place. Ate, talked and then I showered and we spent the next 3 hours getting ready. I redid my makeup like 100 times omfg. And I did the same thing as I do everyday and I usually do that in 5 mins max. Her brother and mother came back halfway and scared the shit out of us and then Amy and Emmy came after school and we waited for Kath to get ready ( and took shittonnes of selfies ) and then her brother took some photos for us outside and yeah ^_^










lol
Friday, November 8, 2013


  • you dont tell me to fucking kill myself
  • you dont tell me that you wish my mother got raped 
  • you dont tell me that i should fucking choke on a dick
  • you dont tell me that i should fucking get raped
  • you dont fucking tell me that noone cares if i die
  • you dont tell me that noone cares even if they dont 
  • you dont fucking tell me that i should go die
  • you also dont tell me im a murderer because i fucking am not

I admit, I say shit to you guys but 95% of the time its in response to one of those comments and the other 2% are never that harsh because I NEVER joke about shit like that and I have extremely strong feelings about those topics. I swear you guys think its fucking funny to go tell me to kill myself and become the rudest fucking people and when i'm trying to HELP remove me from calls. I never got offended by those things but holy shit have I realised how much I get offended. UGGHGHGHGH. People always say " you know my name, not my story " and holy fuck is this true. 


I'm Sorry.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Ugh idk what's happening with me lately but honestly, I have no energy for anything. I don't want to do anything. I get annoyed at everyone for the stupidest reasons. I'm avoiding my friends. I'm too lazy. I haven't talked to my closest friends in months and uGH I miss them and this just sucks and I don't know what to do and I don't know who to talk to uGHHHH



brendan chris steve and steve fuk u all
Sunday, November 3, 2013



Thursday + Friday


Thursday
  • was gonna go home early but
  • met up with jess c and jen and had wedges at provence again lol
  • caught up with them omfg
  • took so long 2 get food
Friday
  • went maccas for breakfast bc bonnie was l8
  • had tom n toms bc food is gr8
  • went luna park
  • so . much . fun x56789876545654323454456789098787678986543456754378654785478 
  • left my phone alone
  • was so weird
  • went shopping after w/ nancy, jess, vanessa and steph
  • and then went shopping alone
  • bought a bra from la senza ALL THEIR BRAS ARE $25 HOLY SHIT WHAT IS LYF 
  • would of bought more but povs
  • so cheap cry
  • met up with jen in topshop
  • found dap
  • went to buy formal dress for them
  • found nothing
  • bought 2 more sports bras
  • ate food
  • saw jan, larissa and shazza
  • went home
  • watched so much tv bc UNCAPPED