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I’m Connie, 15 and living in Sydney, Australia. I actually have no idea what I’m doing here but I really like cats and clothes.

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Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Monday

  • dead
  • had powerwalking w/ Nancy and Jess
  • went Provence w/ Vanessa
  • had milkshakes and wedges
  • we had to rush so we had the wedges in like 5 mins and burnt our mouths
  • met up w/ jess, mary and dap
  • stayed at the shoe shop for like a hour trying on shoes
  • bought my formal shoes but found shoes i love so idk maybe ill change
  • skype d&m lol
Tuesday
  • mufti day lol
  • i cant rmbr what happened
  • srs
Wednesday
  • fully stacked it on the elevators
  • i have a bruise on my head now lol 
  • and both my knees have bandaids lol
  • free drinks and food yay
  • gr8 caring friends lol
  • 20+ on the train w/ us today 
  • sadistic bitches slapping each other ha ha ha 
  • everyone srs had red hands
  • meet fresh w/ lucy, jess, tyson, sandaru + henry
  • leeching wifi 5 lyf
  • starting tutor tonight im actually scared
  • i do not do well in new situations
  • i hate people
  • ugh
  • help


a list of shit that annoys me as of right now
Friday, October 25, 2013


  • When people lie on AskFM oh my god it's so blantantly obvious
  • Stra ( lol )
  • Trains that are in the middle of nowhere and not moving 
  • People who feel the need to show off their boob size because really bitch...youre not a size 1629193628 because of your boobs ok your clothes would only fit your tops and not your waist but it does SO STOP DENYING IT
  • When people act all nice and kind and happy when IRL they just bitch to everyone
  • Being capped
  • Being capped and over on 3G
  • People who feel the need to tell me every single living moment of the day that they were invited to a formal. I don't give a shit
  • People who are fucking stupid, and when I correct them pretend that what they were saying all along
  • People who think my whole life revolves around them...it doesn't
  • PEOPLE WHO DENY THEY HAVE MAKEUP ON ARE YOU SHITTING ME IM NOT FUCKING BLIND OK
  • When two people h8 each other but one tells everyone that they're still friends OHMYGOD people aren't that stupid 
  • People who tell lies about me oh my god I may not like their school/ people at their school BUT I STILL HAVE FUCKING CONNECTIONS IM NOT A USELESS PIG
  • When people ask me for ' good hipster indie music '
  • WHEN PEOPLE FUCKING ASK ME FOR ' GOOD HIPSTER INDIE MUSIC ' WHEN WE ALL KNOW YOU LISTEN TO TWELVIE MUSIC GTFO
  • Sydney Trains
  • not being able to eat
  • The woman opposite her train cutting her nails like w h y 
  • People who expect me to reply to emails at 4am in 5 hours and then complain and demand their money back

You know when you start becoming closer and closer to someone and then you start seeing more and more of their flaws until in the end you can't deal with them anymore? That's what happening right now like m8, you aren't fucking kawaii. Grow the fuck up, stop lying and stop being a arsehole 


also I'm on the train and there's this really hot guy like holy shit he looks like Francisco L but like lighter brown hair and more smouldering or idk what to describe it but holy shit ( I get off in like 5 mins tho )


Boredom

Stole this from Isabella my babygurl ( who becomes a running theme in this post lol...along with Kath )



1. Did you wake up cranky? Always do.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Yeah lol.
3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Honestly, I don't give a shit.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yes I do it 24/7 and I swear everyone gets creeped out
5. Can you commit to one person? Lets hope so lol.
6.How do you look right now? Too basic to be seen out
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Jacket, Undies + School Skirt
8. How often do you listen to music? Often-ish
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Sweats bc what is social lyf


10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? Hopefully LOL ( as Iz said, STUDY HABITS )
11. Are you a social or antisocial person? Both haha
12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I AM A STRONG INDEPENDANT BLACK WOMAN WHO NO NEEDS NO MAN
13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Yes haha 
14. Can you drive a stick shift? No
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? LOL no haha 
16. Are you going out of town soon? YES MELBOURNE WITH IZ AND KATH 
17. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday
18. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to? LOLOL yes fml
19. If you could change your eye colour, would you? Yes omfg
20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? GLEBE MARKETS WITH KATH AND IZ ( sensing a pattern lol )
21. Name something you dislike about the day you're having. Yearlies results
22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? FML
23. Are you nice to everyone? No
24. What are you sitting in right now? Sofa
25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Ya
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? Like people I knew who didnt want anyone 
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Brendan I think
28. Do you get a lot of colds? Ya
29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No thank the lord
30. Does anyone hate you? The whole world lol
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yes lol
32. Do you like watching scary movies? Ya
33. Are you a jealous person? I think so, but I tend to hide it
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? Year 8 because nothing happened.
35. Did you have a dream last night? Yes
36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Used to
37. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years? No
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? HAHAH hope not
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? LOL NAH
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Nup
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Nah
42. Is you're life anything like it was two years ago? Year 8 was the boringest year ever so no
43. If the person you wish to be with we're here with you, what would you be doing right now? Movies and cuddles and pizza omfg
44. What's the best part about school? Me
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? HAHAHA
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? Theres a beautiful thing called a phone
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Oui
48. We're you single over the last Summer? Ya
49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Sleeping
50. Don't tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? She is






Close Guy Friends

1. I met him like last year and like he's probably the only person I've been closeish to for ages. We have a really weird relationship but like he seems really happy and all on the outside but god is he moody LOL. He knows everyone and he likes everyone omfg. I've met a bunch of people who I used to tight because of him and yeah. I don't really d&m with him nowadays but we used to a bit and yeah. We've both changed over the last year and although sometimes I don't like the changes, he's probably the only person who's been so up and down with me. There are days where I feel close with him and then I feel like we can talk at ease but then sometimes it's weird and we get angry at each other and ughhhh. And his taste in chicks is like always a chick I don't like LOL

2. I don't even know why I started talking to this peasant but he's really emotional and I think I've just turned into the person he goes to when he's uber dead and he's half the reason I end up sleeping late like oh my god choose your timing for your texts better. I swear he likes my friend but he needs to get over some people o m f g haha. He's really rude online in a group situation and thinks he's big BUT WE KNOW YOU ARENT M8 HAAHHA. 

3. I haven't even met this person but we started talking one day after being in those huge ass fucking Skype calls and we started talking about TV shows. He thinks he's kawaii and big but he's really not. He actually has a good taste in TV shows which is a miracle and he got me to watch Sherlock and Elementary but he likes Louis in Suits like bitch no one likes him r u high. He played so much LoL before I started talking to him and he's deleted it like twice and he's gonna end up in TAFE bc it's his VSE or whatever it's called and he's still being a lazy shit and not studying and he got 6% in his exam like HOW. Oh and hes obsessed with Timstar and the Yoon family. He's a fgt and R U HAPPY W/ DIS BRENDAN

4. I swear this kid thinks I hate him because I'm the shittiest person at replying but I've known him the longest out of his whole group but I've only started talking to him in the last month or so but I kinda heard iffy shit about him but he's actually nice except he thinks I'm his master and I'm his slave..which annoys me so much o m f g. We've actually d&med quite a bit which is weird and in like no circumstance did I think we'd be close bc yeah. He's fucking got everything and he's kinda cocky HAHHAHA but yeah he's nice and A CRIPPLE AHHAHAHAH. 

5. I haven't talked to this kid in a while but it's one of those things that I know if I need to talk and he knows if he's gotta talk, we can pop up haha. He's a slut and he admits it but out of those, he's probably the person I can open up to the most. 60% of our conversations are being deep with each other and the other 40% is just weird ass inside jokes and insulting each other but it's good. He knows quite a lot about me, more than my closest girl friends and idk what else to say.

there's more people but I'm at Central and honestly all I'd have to say about them would be ' he's annoying and a pig '

LOL lets hope they don't read this bc yh



Thursday, October 24, 2013


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PLACES I WANT TO EAT AT : CBD
Tuesday, October 22, 2013


  • Ippudo
  • Chef's Gallery
  • Sushi Rio
  • Petaling Street
  • Joe Black
  • Takeru
  • Palomino Espresso
  • Home Thai Restaurant
  • Jamie's Italian
  • Big Bite on Pitt
  • Azuma
  • Snag Stand
  • Central Baking Depot
  • Mandang
  • Mamak
  • Charlie & Co
  • Cafe Cre Asion
  • Menya Mappen + Noodle Bar ( lol im so late )
  • Din Tai Fung ( apparently I've eaten there but I've forgotten )
Yeah, second round. A lot longer than before and I've cut down so many restaurants and cafes and I'm so excited. 



Granny Smith



I actually went to the Glue sale before I ended up in Eastwood around 3. Iz and I met up with Vanessa and said hi to Kevin and we ended up getting chips on a stick (aka half the reason i wanted to go) and they were beautiful. Lucy, Jess and Sandaru weren't there yet so we walked around the oval, got our shoes dusty, took photos with scarily large plush toys, shopped and watched 5 year olds get overly sexualised. The shoes I wanted were 30% off yet they still didnt have my size. It was truly sad. There was a photobooth so we took some beautiful derpy photos and then we met up with my mother who was randomly buying my meds for me ( so much love to her ) and she offered to take us back to my place since it was boiling hot so we ended up going back to my place and we ate gozleme, dumplings, cheesecake and nian gao whilst watching Mean Girls. Vanessa left early and Iz and I stayed back a bit and I ended up changing into jeans just in case we were gonna freeze ( spoiler alert : we ended up still freezing ) and caught the bus back to Eastwood. Saw all the NSGs and Iz got hit on by some guys HAHAHA. Walked around for a bit judging all the twelvies and ended up finding a good spot to sit and we just talked until the fireworks and we mass videoed and photoed that time HAHAH. We literally, at one point stood up on our bench and took photos and got judged by everyone around us. Met up with Jess, Lucy and Kevin after the fireworks and Kevin shouted us fairy floss and Jess and Kevin left so we ended up talking and walking around being bums until i realised my next bus was in 60 minutes and I legit just missed it so I called a bunch of my brother's friends parents which was so awkward in my broken Chinese. We stayed for probably another half hour or so and I sent them to the station and saw Jeannie! And I made the worst conversation lol you go connie. But yeah, somehow called my brother's friends mum and my mum ended up picking me up and I finally got home like 10:30/40 and died, flailed, slept, went for a run and Sunday morning, ended up waking up at 7 so I slept like 4 hours lol.

PHOTO GALLERY >>
isabella capturing my face a second too late

fireworks on my camera roll

kevin and his smile

photoboothing

half the reason i went

creepy plush

isabella + i

selfie with me and my m8z



dot points


  • got ma brows did and now theyre so fucking thin omfg
  • french speaking tmr lol
  • like 20qs on ask lol procastination maybe i should answer them
  • and ive half written 5 blog posts
  • and i have 6 texts to reply too 
  • but making $55 tomorrow yay happy dayz
  • also like 3 work emails woopsies
  • what is motivation
  • i ate chocolate today and my back and stomach and leg are in the biggest hives woopsies
  • yeah ok 
  • oh and im capped lol so if my blog looks ugly, its cos i cant see the formatting


PLACES I WANT TO EAT AT : Surry Hills
Sunday, October 20, 2013


  • Reuben Hills
  • Chur Burger
  • El Loco
  • Bruschetteria 102 ( havent seen it alive recently tho )
  • The Book Kitchen
  • Sushi Suma
  • Devon
  • Le Monde
  • Bills ( been there, forgot it lol )
  • Paramount Coffee Project
  • Mad Spuds Cafe
  • Single Origin Roasters
  • Fish Place
Starting this new thing and hopefully blogging about it every time I cross one off! I'm so excited weee! Bolded are first priority but I really really want to go to all of them. Anyone up for food?


a quick summary of my last two weeks
Sunday, October 13, 2013


unedited images and crappy captions : enjoy! ( foodwishes style haha )
    the colour difference on my neck
   
and on my arm ( the day I cling wrapped it )

watching HIMYM on the new laptop my mother got for me since I was so depressed 

my beautiful phone case, a homage to my favourite movie

little ootd with shitty lighting and items from my own store 

the weekend of Steve turning 18 was a clusterfuck of snaps 

and then a Group chat was made for derps 

my first food tech lesson back with beautiful cookies which ended up being given away

my study treats


celebrating Nellie's belated birthday

toppings off her cake

cake facing it bc procastination

no makeup selfie with a uber inflamed eyebag


and then Yings version of me


attempting to wake up ( ended up being woken at 12 )

mass promotion of my askfm by my friends 



TSW Day 2 - 7/10/13 (TMI)
Monday, October 7, 2013

So I finally decided to grow some balls and took myself off my meds and finally accepted that i have TSA/RSS. So not sure how this is gonna work but hopefully I should be blogging pretty regularly ( compared to before ) but dont think theyre going to be that interesting because really, this is a diary for myself. Anyways, symptoms right now ( and photos in the future when i start not giving a fuck )

Face + Neck

Peeling like the biggest bitch out. Dry and flakey in my usual "good" areas and even worse on my forehead and around my mouth. Neck is wet and watery and eyes are gross, lumpy, mucusy and hard to open

Arms 

Worst part of all. Somewhat wet, but not oozing. Flaking in little bits, red, burning, sticky, dry and fabric is getting stuck onto my skin

Stomach + Back

All good right now, only a little redness

Legs

All good right now, little hives of redness and not much and only on inner thigh

Diet 

Still on only green leafy veg and brown rice. Having poached apples though which is making it so much less depressing. Missing my potatoes, bananas, meat and basically everything and crying too much over lack of food l0l

Sleep

So far, sleep pattern is sleeping between 2-6am and waking between 2-5pm
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