I'm actually so mad at everything and everyone and argh. I can't fucking do anything I want. The only fucking foods I can eat without getting a reaction are leafy fucking greens and potatoes and I really can't fucking live off two foods for the rest of my life. I can't even fucking have rice or bread or fruits without my body feeling like I have a third degree burn and me using a kilo of fucking ointment on it and I really can't deal with this. I can't deal with people asking why my laptop is white because it's my fucking skin not being able to control itself and I can't deal with assholes sending me shit online about it. I really actually can't deal with school and my marks and the fact I can't even go to tutor because I'll miss half the lessons. I can't deal with 'friends' being bitches to me and I can't deal with family not even caring one bit. I don't even fucking know how I can afford to live like this both financially and physically and emotionally. I can't keep coming to school with less than two hours of disturbed sleep and I really fucking can't deal with people complaining about how they're fat or how they have no friends or anything because for fucks sake I really don't care right now .