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insomnia
Saturday, December 28, 2013

literally sucks balls. u g h the feeling that you cant even do the simplest of fucking human activities literally drives me insane now and i hate it and i want to kill it and i want to kms for it. i havent slept in 4 days and thats when i went off my sleeping meds. i hate being so reliant on medicine to keep me sane and i hate feeling like shit 24/7 and i know im going to get addicted and thats the fucking shittiest feeling but i cant do anything else to help it. i hate the feeling of just being there hating yourself and crying and trying to sleep and turning and tossing till you can fucking see the sun and i just want to scream and cry and pull all my hair out and kill myself u g h


for fucks sake this is not fun
and it fucking annoys me to no end when people complain about not being able to sleep for an hour or so and calling it insomnia.


lol just crying at the thought of it ugh i hate my life